Wednesday, September 17, 2008

On my own..

My husband left for Chicago around 10 pm tonight. I'm used to him going to Chicago every week, but I hate it when he leaves after work. I worry about him falling asleep. I worry about everything.

Our marriage has been rocky this past year. I've misunderstood him. I haven't really felt loved by him. After our fight last week, I don't ever want to hurt him again. I want to take care of my husband. I'm just an overall lazy wife, and that needs to change. We need to communicate with each other. It just sucks that I don't know any other couples like us.

I love my husband. I love him more than anything. I'm so sorry I hurt him. He is my best friend. If I were to lose him, I would be nothing. I love my husband.

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